I was supposed to be increasing the balance in preparation for my LA move but it seems to be going in the opposite direction. Lovely. I have a high overhead: hair, nails, tanning, cable, internet, clothes, sushi, booze, gym membership, gas, and airfare suck my income dry every month. It's tough being me, if I skimp on any of these things my whole look goes to shit.
I have this insatiable desire to be somebody, something. It's like a knawing hunger that haunts me. I just can't be satisfied with floating along. I have to be really, really successful. I want prestige and popularity. I want it so badly I am terrified of being lost in mediocrity. It's a curse to never be satisfied.
Also...Boyfriends make you fat.
My boyfriend, the hot doctor, picks me up in his beemer every other day and we have dinners out. He likes big, 'man' style dishes like steaks, bbq, etc. He also likes sushi but he likes the designer rolls that are usually drizzled in spicy mayo or bread crumbs. This kind of eating doesn't agree with my thighs and the result is I have to starve on the days I don't see him. If I attempt to cancel plans he gets paranoid and thinks I'm up to something and comes over anyway, lol.
I love his persistence.
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i hope you like LA. it's a whirlwind
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